The weight of this spiritual warfare has landed so heavily upon me that my mind, body, and soul shut down for several days.
I lost track of time (hours, days) and have barely been functioning. After the heavy stress load from so much this last year, I think this reaction was a protective measure to keep me from having a mental breakdown. It's starting to lift, but I'm not fully over it. In all of the things I have been through, I have never had a reaction like this.
We've received some very disturbing news on two fronts and had to accept some hard truths.
All I have been able to do is cry out to the Lord for strength to get up and fight. Please keep us in prayer as we seek the Lord.
