Monday, November 23, 2020


It looks like Amanda can move to day shift sometime in February. We are praying that can happen. She will still have her same role and will lose the night shift differential. She has the most seniority of the people who want to go. We will see if God opens this door!


Every year at this time, I take advantage of the sales in the stores to stock up on turkey and other seasonal items. It just makes good sense. So far this year, I have purchased 21 turkeys at 29¢ a pound and 80 lbs of sweet potatoes at 19¢ a pound. I will pressure can most of it. I might make some dog treats and also dehydrate some of the sweet potatoes.

We were also given a turkey (THANKS RICHARD S.!!!) and three hams (THANKS JOHN G.!!!).

While it seems like a lot of food, it isn't when divided by nine people. It will be gone before I know it which is why I am always looking for a good bargain to keep our food costs down. It comes out to a little over 2 turkeys each, and even some of our single friends buy a couple of turkeys this time of year.

To get the total I need to qualify for the turkeys, I purchase shelf stable on sale items since the freezers are filled to the brim with the turkeys. 

I have not made any bone broth yet though. With the canning jar and lid shortages, I am not sure if I will or not. 


Garden: We have had a hard frost, and it shows on the tender leaves. I wasn't expecting to find my green pepper and tomato plants had kept producing though. I brought in nice little harvest over the weekend that the girls had missed when the looked. FYI, my grandmother use to call it a "mess of" tomatoes or whatever.  

Bethany in Uniform


She is loving her job!

Sunday, November 22, 2020

what kind of people ought you to be?

But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare. 

Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? 

You ought to live holy and godly lives as you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming. 

That day will bring about the destruction of the heavens by fire, and the elements will melt in the heat.

2 Peter 3:10-12

emphasis mine

holy: dedicated to God or a religious purpose; sacred (set apart)

godly: reverencing God, and his character and laws; obedient to the commands of God from love for, and reverence of, his character; conformed to God's law; devout; righteous; as, a godly life.

Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers. Galatians 6:10

As long as it is day, we must do the works of him who sent me. Night is coming, when no one can work. John 9:4

Dear Reader, Like you, I am watching and wondering what the rest of 2020 and into 2021 will bring. I do believe we are being given a wake up call. It is encouraging to see so many come to know the Lord and others rededicate their lives to the Lord.

Life is easier when we know exactly what is expected of us. In 2 Peter 2, Peter, writing to the churches, is pointing to the end times and telling the Body of Christ exactly what God expects of us. We are to keep showing our love for God by dedicated obedience to His Word. That is a lot easier to say than to put into practice. 

Saturday, November 21, 2020

Trucker Strikes?

I was asked what I could find out about the rumored trucker strike. 

First, I've been around a little while and have seen many trucker strikes. I do not recall any being very effective. A lot of companies own their trucks. In the past, they have fired the unwilling drivers and hired new to keep supplying their customers. 

In searching for information, it does not seem organized and lacks traction. Some are backing off of their plans. My best guess is this is a nonevent. At the most, I think it will be one with very small impact. I just can't find enough info to make me think otherwise. If I can't find it, those wanting to participate can't either. 

Also, the people I see as reliable sources of isn't even on their radar. There are bigger things. 

Stop the Tires 2020

It appears the FB page for Stop the Tires 2020 has been taken down. says their event has been canceled.

Trucker Strike 2020 seems to be the main page for Trucker 2020.[0]=AZVcvO-IwcjpbAhKaPWVYRXO4IzpXk8Kgg9n6NcYo01AMVphFuo-FbzgH_qtii1mVGK02Kbav9zdphMUwozFfjN4VTfJVjtGyh4PYjP3qJMcSBJD_CP8YuuinDwAN5iGWkMEoK27nGDcKVwMekEDBq2z&__tn__=%2CO%2CP-R  contains the following quote...

"We do not have any dates set. Because, as I said a moment ago, we feel we need at least one million drivers standing behind us to get the attention of the bureaucrats making these regulations. ...This is not a political movement... Trucker Strike 2020 with this face plastered on not political."

"There are some movements out there that have dates set that we are not affiliated with."

I stopped listening around 15 minutes.


Yes, I read the following articles that were sent to me by a few people. While I am not minimalizing the importance of truckers, and I certainly do highly regard them, I could not find evidence of the momentum necessary to cause major interruptions. 

I am not someone who panics very easily...floods, fires, hurricanes, escaped large livestock...changes a girl. I learned not to get scared but to get prepared to overcome the problem. I like to research and analyze, and I'm telling you, I am not doing anything differently because of rumors of a trucker strike. 

A Trucker Strike in November Could Be Another Nail in the Supply Chain Coffin

Brazil’s 2018 Trucking Strike PARALYZED the Country: Here’s How America Could Face Similar LONG-TERM Disruptions

A more likely scenario than the rumors of a massive trucker strike shutting everything down is people panicking over that information and emptying shelves. We do have empty shelves in my area. Toilet paper, paper towels, bottled water, alcohol, cleaners, and some canned goods are sparse, but you can find it if you have the time to drive around and look. (Networking with friends to find/purchase things is very helpful.)

Emotions help us experience this life. Fear is very useful to us. It causes us to take notice and hopefully be motivated to take appropriate action. However, if we do not engage our intellect, we can be easily make bad decisions or even be led astray. I am always telling my family, "Good information helps make good decisions." Walk circumspectly, Dear Reader! My love to all.  

PS Every time I post something, this person thinks I mean this and another person think I mean that. Above, I am only addressing the strike question.

Do I think, regarding expected rioting and other major problems we are facing, that you should stock up? Well, a good portion of my friends only keep three days worth of food in their house. So, yes. I agree with the common advice to start with a week's worth and gradually build upon it until you get at the very least three months' supply. Water, food, medicine, spare fuel if you can safely store it, etc. If there are lockdowns, shortages (sporadic or long term), layoffs, illnesses, etc, you will have a cushion and time to locate resources. If nothing happens, you simply purchased things when the prices were cheaper...always good investment! You can choose to keep your stores and rotate your stock, or use it up and put money into your bank account. At any rate, there is wisdom in being like the ant.

Copy and Paste

My oldest son recommended not linking directly to some sites, so you will need to do a copy and paste.

Still Waiting

Nov 21:

Last night, we were told "definitely by Nov 30th." So instead of a birthday present, it will be an early Christmas present.

Nov 20:

Major paperwork error discovered today. Everything has to be rewritten. A special trek has to be made to find a lost, critical piece. Then an adventure to deliver another critical piece. Our end is in order. 

Maybe Nov 25th? We are asking God that if this is not for us, that He will close the door and if it is, He will allow this to proceed.

I am good with the wait. I am cleaning out buildings and organizing as I go. I'm pulling things out to use now and putting away things not in current use. There's more than enough to do before a huge delivery and setting up something else. 

Nov 19:

The final work on this agreement is due FRIDAY.

CoVid has slowed things way down, so we are still waiting on the paperwork on our latest opportunity. 

We were told, "It is basically a done deal, just waiting for the paperwork to be filed." I'll post once it is final. Maybe next week or early the following? 

I think this describes what this one has been like with the election and CoVid. We are trusting God to guide our footsteps in the middle of so much uncertainty. 

Thank you to all who have been praying for our family. May the Lord abundantly bless you for the prayers you lift on our behalf. 

Friday, November 20, 2020

On Covid Lockdowns

Thursday, November 19, 2020

Prayer Request

11/18: They survived surgery. "I want to thank everyone for all the prayers and support. We are so blessed to still have them with us. Its going to take lots of work and prayers to get my brother and his son through it all. Once again thank you all from the bottom of my heart."

11/14: Long time friends of mine have family members in surgery right now. They were in a bad car accident (Franklin, I believe) last night. My friend is asking that we pray for their survival. Thank you to all who pray for my friends.

The Raccoon Rescue

Caleb, my 19 year old third born son, woke me with 7-11 coffee, a Chick-Fil-A cookie, pictures of a beautiful sunrise...

and his story of excitement in the night. 

Last night, Caleb was awoken to what sounded like anguished human screaming! 

He followed the sound to where we hold our trash and saw a "kitten" frantically swimming in a barrel trashcan. Reacting quickly to the urgent need, he quickly grabbed the "kitten" intending to take it inside by the woodstove to dry and warm it...only to realize he had a young raccoon in his grasp!!! He quickly let it go before it could bite him. 

Caleb was half awake, so I am glad he dropped it BEFORE he brought it inside our home. Can you imagine?!

Clint had heard the frantic screaming and thought it was one of our younger girls. He had arrived just in time to look out a window and see Caleb pick up the raccoon and drop it. 

Unfortunately for the baby raccoon, it landed back in the trashcan!

Caleb kicked over the trashcan and set the poor little coon free. It was very confused and walked up and down our deck stairs going back and forth past Caleb a few times before going under our house to dry off. 

The masked baby was not there this morning, so we know it survived.    

Because we have lost a kitten to a rain filled trashcan in the past, I drill holes in the bottom of our trashcans. This barrel trashcan was a recent addition by a family member. I was not aware of the new trashcan or the raccoons, so last night happened.

See, if our cans are not placed in their designated area, rain water comes off of a building's roof and fills the cans. They can't be set off to the side, care must be given to put them their proper spot. Life is so busy, sometimes we forget proper placement, and the rain fills them. To eliminate the risk of another fuzzy friend drowning, I drilled the holes. 

A bag of trash was floating on the water in the trashcan, so the danger was concealed from the raccoon. Finding himself in a world of trouble, the pitiful creature cried out for help. Our loving God sent Caleb to the rescue.

When we do not give proper placement to God and His instructions, there are serious consequences. We need to remember that situations are not always as they appear, and be wary of traps laid for us by the enemy in this world full of trials and tribulations. We have to fight our fleshly desires, and submit to God's way for us to live.

Thankfully, even when we get our selves in trouble, God hears and responds to us just as He did to the raccoon last night. "Are you not of more value than they?" Mathew 6:26b

As I gently remind my dearest one and my seven joys of where to place the trashcans, I will be praying for myself, my family, and you too, Dear Reader, to keep God and His Word as our life's focus. Let us not wait until we are in dire straights to call out to the Lord. Let's acknowledge Him all along our way and ask Him to direct our paths. My love to all.

That Old House


I love old houses! I asked Clint to stop and take a picture of this one for me on a recent trek. He knew just which house I meant because it had stood out to him too. Here is a little of what I see...

The pier and beam foundation is still holding her up. Someone took the two chimneys out of the house. The roofline is fairly straight. The porch roof is missing. Guessing from the damage across the front, it might have had a porch deck at one time with the existing steps being added later. They must have had a dog because the bottom of the screened porch door is protected by a metal grid. There is a white porcelain base porch light. I think it goes to a light switch inside because I do not see a pull chain. It's been a long time since I've seen those old three board, spaced, board and batten shutters. The deciduous tree growing very close to the house is around 8-10 years old. 

When I see an abandoned property, I remind myself that Once Upon a Time, someone was so thankful to have the house built for them. Time passed, events happened, and the house was abandoned. Even still, in our world and even in the US, there are people who would be very, very thankful to have this home as it stands today.

Dear Reader, Another thing I am reminded of as I look at a run down home is that when we accept Jesus into our lives, we are the run down home. He is cleaning up all of our spaces working from the inside out. His is a more gentle transition. I am thankful that with Jesus I get better with time as He teaches, chastises, heals, and grows me. We need have no fear of being abandoned by Him. My love to all.

Wednesday, November 18, 2020

Long Time Friend and Realtor

Our long time realtor and friend lost her mother this morning. Will you pray for Donna's comfort and peace and ease of making the final arrangements? Thank you!

Prayers for a Dear Family Friend

11/18: I apologize for not updating sooner. Life has been even busier than normal. I also did a number on my neck, shoulder, and chest muscles.  

While somethings are improved, she is out of breath a lot and is very tired. Her daughter is having to travel back and forth a lot to help them still. The valve issue may be growing worse. Her watchman procedure and possible valve repair is scheduled for Dec. 10th. They are trying to get it done sooner if an opening presents itself. Oh, she also found out the diabetes meds she has been taking for 7 years now were not necessary. Even though a previous doctor told her she did, she doesn't have diabetes. Just so you know, it is really hard to not inject my opinions on some of these updates.

10/29: Her pain has continued to increase from the RA flare which has probably been brought on by the stress on her body. She was unable to get into a wheelchair. They gave her steroids which made it so she could walk again. The steroids are a Band-Aid approach. She has two doctors appointments in early November. She gets an iron IV on the 5th and has an appt with the rheumatologist on the 6th. Thank you to all who are praying along.

10/21: They are suppose to get the test results today at 3. Please keep praying.

Update: There is no other explanation for it! 


All of the numbers that have been off for two years straight (leading to hospital stays, numerous tests, iv infusions, and blood transfusions) are now NORMAL! That also includes her blood pressure!!! She is off of the blood pressure meds for the first time in many years!!!

The bone marrow test came back noncancerous! The oncologist they met with today is openly Christian with openly Christian nurses. Wonderful experience!


She still needs the watchman procedure and heart valve repair. She will see an RA specialist to work on that. The doctor told her she will improve. "We will get you straight!"

In the last 4-5 days, her RA has flared up really bad. The doctor said it was due to the extreme stress she has been under. She will see an RA (rheumatoid arthritis) specialist to work on that. 

THANK YOU to all who have been praying for our dear friends.



10/20: They are suppose to get the results tomorrow or Thursday. So many of our friends are being hit hard right now. 

10/18: I was asked for an update. This is directly from the family: "She is not doing well at all. She is sleeping most of the time. Please keep praying. They are very anxious about the test results." Thank you to all who are praying along.

10/14: The results were not given yesterday as they had been told. They now want her to wait until the 22nd to get them by going to an office. They do not plan on giving her any care until after then. Here's the thing. When she left the hospital, her hemoglobin was 8.1. Level 7 is when they give a transfusion. It will not be but a couple of days before she needs a transfusion again. She can not walk unassisted, her thinking is not normal, and her speech patterns are off. She is sleeping a lot. She is unable to eat more than a few bites a day due to pain and nausea. She has to have someone with her 24/7. 

I don't believe I've shared this: The problems she's having with the hemoglobin level go back to a botched surgery she had two years ago. She has never been able to sustain her hemoglobin levels since then. No one until now has looked to see why. Last week, the doctor in the hospital found blood in her stool and wants to do the pill camera procedure. That was supposed to be done in the hospital before she left. Didn't happen. 

The doctor who nearly killed her left quietly to another practice. Her family has asked her to go to another hospital, but she has people she has relationships with in this one. She is not one you can easily persuade. 

This lady calls Clint and I her "children," and we are so very concerned for her well being. I've known her since I was a toddler. Clint's known her since he met me in 1985. She's loved by many. Please keep praying for her health. Please pray for the whole family. 

Avoid the H @ Chesapeake. Far too many bad stories from that location. 

10/12: While I have been getting daily updates, I have not had time to share. Life has been very busy. She was sent home Sunday despite being told she would stay in the hospital until at least Tuesday. The family was shocked because she is so weak she can barely walk. She can walk a few steps and has to rest against a wall or sit down. 

10/9: The pain is when she eats is back, but it is not as intense. The hospital was trying to send her home which really upset her family, but her doctor insisted she stay. The doctor feels it is not good to send her home as weak as she is. The doctor looked at her records and learned she has been bleeding since before August but no one has looked to find out why. A "camera pill" is going to be given to her to help figure out why she is losing blood. They did find blood in her stool once she was able to have a bm. She was not able to eat enough to have one for a long time. The family needs a lot of prayer right now. Thank you to those who are following and praying. 

10/8: She is so lethargic and weak; they are giving her a blood transfusion as I type this. This is a "band-aid" until they can figure out what it going on. Some test results may be back tomorrow. The main results they want to see are due back on Tuesday. Update: She ended up getting 2 pints which took 5-6 hours. 

10/6: She had bone marrow taken today. She was told it would be extremely painful even with the twilight anesthesia, but she felt nothing! Praise God! Some things have improved, but there is a lot of concern about her low WBC. Please keep praying.

10/5: Thank you to those who have checked in regarding this well known and very dear friend from our hometown. There isn't much of an update. She is about the same as she was a few days ago. Her magnesium and potassium levels have improved and she can eat without pain. They tested her last week to see why her WBC was so low. Still no results. Maybe today?? She was scheduled and taken down for a procedure yesterday, but they returned her to her room because she was not off of one of her medications long enough. It is a bit crazy and a little scary too. Her family is understandably frustrated. 

9/30 9:30 a.m.: She has been admitted with extremely dangerously low potassium and magnesium. She has been on IVs getting both, and there is some improvement already. There was a bit of a battle with a rude nurse over her husband being allowed to be with her. After three hours of trying to reason that his wife is too weak and incoherent to be left alone, he just walked to her room to keep an eye on things. Security did not try to stop him, so he able to make sure this hospital does not fail to give her adequate care yet again. If they would have proceeded with the surgery as the surgeon wanted, she likely would have died from the added stress on her body.

9/30 8:00 a.m.: The family tried to have her seen by a doctor and even asked if she could be admitted to the hospital. They were ignored. Her husband later again expressed concern regarding her condition and the surgery they wanted to do on Tuesday, but they told him they would proceed. However, the procedure did not happen. Her husband called her GP and told her what was going on. GP told her to go into the office on Tuesday (yesterday). She was taken from a doctor's office straight to the ER by ambulance. I am waiting for an update. Her husband estimates she had lost a total of 35-45 pounds. She has been unable to eat more than a cup or two of yogurt or something similar a day for weeks due to the pain and vomiting. She can barely sit up, needs help bathing, can only walk 2-3 steps at at a time before she is out of breath, etc. Neither the ultrasound or CAT scan have shown any blockages or etc. Please keep her and her family in prayer. Please pray over the situation with the doctors.

9/21: She had the CAT scan and was sent home. They were not told when the results will be given. She has started vomiting due to the severity of the pain. She has lost 25 pounds in two weeks. She needs continuous help due to the pain. The family has requested she be admitted to the hospital, but she was sent home. Please keep praying.

9/20: A very good family friend, a matriarch from our hometown, is in extreme pain. She has undergone some tests, but the doctors have not found a cause for the pain. Tonight, it is quite severe. There is a CAT scan tomorrow. Please pray they find the cause and are able to address this pain. Her daughter just texted me asking for prayer because the pain has ramped up. 


 Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 

Matthew 5:3

"Poor!" the preacher said. "Poor! Do you mean broke? You're still empty, still searching.

"Broke!" he exclaimed. "Or do you mean broken? The losses in your life have left you broken."

Then the preacher said, "Welcome home, friend. God has been waiting for you. He wants a personal relationship with you. He said so right here in this book"--the preacher held up the Bible--"and he's been saying it all along. You just couldn't hear him." A Warrior's Faith by Robert Vera

I am glad I know of Ryan's story and his relationship with and impact on the author, Robert Vera. Robert tells the story of Ryan Job in a straightforward conversational manner. I often felt like he was sitting across from me imparting the lessons he learned about the amazing life Ryan Job lived. This book was recommended by a friend whose loved one has a traumatic brain injury. She also derived a lot from the book. This book reinforces that very bad things happen to very good people but by the grace of God they can be victorious and can lead a life that inspires and encourages others. Our suffering only limits us if we allow it to damage our attitude. 

Tuesday, November 17, 2020

fulfill your ministry

 But you be watchful in all things, 
endure afflictions, 
do the work of an evangelist, 
fulfill your ministry. 
2 Timothy 4:5

Sunday, November 15, 2020

there is nothing to fear

Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness. 
Isaiah 41:10

Notice what God says in addition to telling us there is nothing to fear and to not look around in apprehension and alarm. He reminds us that he will strengthen and harden us against the very agony, anguish, and anxiety that would befall us. He speaks knowing what we will encounter all this and more, but He also promises that He will develop within us the strength and fortitude to stand firm in the face of it, survive it, and thrive in the midst of it. -T. D. Jakes Crushing

Dear Reader, I had many of the posts you are reading now scheduled for a long, long time. I think I read this book a few years ago and, like you might have noticed, I spread the quotes out over time. It was a random thing to give room for the day to day of our lives and to keep the posts more varied. I do not think it is a coincidence these quotes and verses are coming up now while there is so much uncertainty. God's timing is always perfect. 

Friday, November 13, 2020

Prayer Request: Clint Offered a Job

Clint has been contacted by many recruiters over the past few years. 

This time it is to see if he would be interested in a job at Acesur in Suffolk, VA. Acesur is an olive oil company that is based in Spain and has been family owned since 1840. 

Because it is an hour and fifteen minutes away, we'd have to relocate which is another consideration. While moving is not something we are eager to do, we are open to the Lord's leading and provision.

We are prayerfully waiting to see if the company can at least match his present income and benefits. The recruiter he spoke with sounded very optimistic. 

There is also a 5BR 2BA home we can stay in (free) for a few months during the transition.

Lots happening in our lives! It's a very good, very busy season!

Why Pressure Can When You Can Freeze? (with a little extra)

Here's another canning question I was asked today. I think I've addressed this in the blog before. With the many new canners out there, I figured I'd post it again.

I've been through FEMA disasters: floods, fires, and hurricanes. When the power goes out long enough, the freezer assets are lost. We've had different companies for our home owner's during these events. Contrary to what many friends told me, our home owner's did not cover lost food in the freezer ANY of those times. However, my pressure canned foods were still good to go! 

Pressure canned items do not need cooking, just reheating which is quicker, saves electricity (or fuel). 

My husband and children like having Mom's healthy, prepared "fast food" on the shelf to grab and go to work or for a quick meal which saves time and money. It also keeps them eating healthier options. It's rewarding for me too. I can't tell you how warm and fuzzy it made me feel to see Amanda drop by, head to the pantry, grab a jar of my "Wendy's chili," pop it open as she sat down in front of me, and eat it straight out of the jar without heating because she had been craving Mom's cooking! 

Storing food on the shelf costs me nothing except space,* while the freezer continues to run increasing the costs of my food investment. I use to have three of the largest upright freezers available (large family, grow a lot of our own meats and veggies) plus two side by side refrigerators. I reduced my power bill by eliminating two freezers and put more money into canning. I have one large freezer now and use it to hold food until I am ready to can. 

Canning, pressure canning and water bathing, for me is not seasonal. It do it as the jars empty. My philosophy is that empty jars are small investments that are not working for me. They aren't filled with meals and are taking up space that could be used in a better way. My job as manager of my home is to make things work for the best of our family.

*I think of space as "inside real estate." You only have so much and need to make it work for the best of your family.

Advice to Someone Wanting to Learn Pressure Canning

The how-to's of gardening, livestock raising, child rearing, food preservation and more were not passed down to me, so I had to learn how to do everything on my own including pressure canning. I SAW some of those things being done and had to help with a few of them like weeding a garden, but the instructions of how, why, when were not shared. 

The info on the internet was sparse when I was a younger woman wanting to learn, so I bought Carla Emyr's book Encyclopedia of Country Living as a place to start. I still have it today. A lot of things, I learned through experimentation. I just tried and learned along the way. Now, it is so much easier to learn by asking others on the internet. 

Take the leap, Darlene! You will be surprised how very easy and safe pressure canning is! Once you master that, it will give you courage to gain new skills and try other things. Skills can never be taken from you and are so very worth the time it takes to learn them!

Thursday, November 12, 2020

Setting the Stage?

Based on what I am seeing and hearing, I believe this is soft disclosure of something well under way. 

Is it setting the stage for this?

so that they could not buy or sell unless they had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of its name. Revelation 13:17

When things go sideways in a country

Let me say up front, I have no idea what is going to happen in the US or the world. 

Like you, dear reader, I am just a passenger on this train. I am trying to stay alert and on my toes for my family while keeping my eyes on the Lord. I do know what the Bible says will happen as we draw closer to the end times events. 

That being stated, I came across an account of the 90s Balkan War by Selco years ago. Yesterday, I stumbled across the link below which appears to be a collection of the different articles I have read by Selco in the past. It's been a while since I read them, so I read through them again. I figure a few of you might be interested in learning from his experiences. 

The correlations between what Selco experienced before the upheaval in his nation and what we are experiencing now (differences more problematic, polarization, media corruption/control, immigration, shrinking freedoms, etc.) are notable. 

Food for thought quotes: 

"It is really scary how easy it is to make people believe in something ridiculous if that is repeated enough times and if the situation is out of the ordinary."

"It is so easy to manipulate people when you throw hate and fear in the game." 

"The pressing for a one world government did not die under Trump. It simply got a new name." 

"Do not be pulled into general fear and hate because it clouds your judgment and it simply wastes your time. Do not be pulled into it." (W's note: I think a lot of the hate and fear we see in the US is being manufactured (caused/stirred up on purpose). The wise will not respond emotionally but will seek the Lord on how to proceed regarding it.)

"This kind of chaos cannot happen here (in the US). We have the best political system in the world." This is my favorite actually because in my case, the S. did hit the fan. For some period of time I was repeating this to myself, and even more, something like "This can only happen in some country in Africa, not here. Somebody is going to stop this." It can happen, and actually, it would be very bad because the fall is going to be bigger. It is going to hurt much more, and people are going to be shocked much more."

"When the system is out, any knowledge in some particular field is important. For example, being able to recognize a broken rib or infection, and being able to help
with whatever is available in that moment meant a real value that you could sell."

"how many usable skills you have (natural remedies knowledge, gardening, technical skills, fighting skills...)"

"Skills that are valuable now will not be valuable when the SHTF."

"People who depended too much on the system had the worst time when system disappeared."

"This is the first step of home defense of the Gray Man principle. Using your weapon should be last."

"It was ridiculous to read the same stuff in every newspaper, but people read it. Actually, most people, after some time, believed it."

There are a lot more useful takeaways from his experiences.

You can read the whole story here:

Save this link if it is of any interest to you. 
Survival Lessons from the Balkan Wars (free online articles in interview layout)
by Selco Begovic (affiliate link to his books)

Again, I have no idea what is going to happen. I don't share Selco's story to frighten you. I share it to get you thinking and to empower you. I ask you to consider this: Is it wise or prudent to read Biblical prophecies and say we believe them... 

...and then carry on like we never read them?

Wednesday, November 11, 2020

Every Legal Vote: US Election

EveryLegalVote is a data driven approach to highlighting fraud in the 2020 US election and preserving the integrity of our electoral process.

World Holds Its Breath Over Election Shenanigans let us delve into some of the intriguing events surrounding the contested US Presidential election of 2020.

Tuesday, November 10, 2020

Let's not battle half-heartedly.

Dear Reader,

I am hearing a lot of discouragement, fear, and anger. I am being asked if I am scared, and what I think is going on, and what I think will happen. 

  • I am in a state of peace and have no fear. I believe we are and have been fighting good vs evil in irregular warfare for a long, long time now.  
  • I believe God is on His throne and in control, so we have no need to fear the future. 
  • We do need to walk circumspectly, in obedience to His Word, and be united with other Christians. 
  • I am actually excited because prayers I have lifted for my nation look like they may be answered soon. Darkness is being revealed. God has risen up soldiers to fight it. Christian, these are good things. We should rejoice and join in the battle in any manner we can.`

No matter what side we believe we should support, we can be united in praying continually and fervently that those who are fighting for what is right will prevail. Jesus Christ is and always will be the only answer. As my family has seen over the last few years, HE is the starting place for true and lasting unity. It is true love for Him that pulls people together where pride and sin pushes and keeps people apart.

On the horizon, we see plans in place for a lot of what Scripture tells us will happen in the end times. As my oldest son Brandon said, "Evil is burgeoning at the gates. The only thing holding it back is the Holy Spirit (aka The Restrainer)." If you can't see it; ask God for knowledge and His wisdom to see and understand.

Will the Lord show more grace to this wretched planet, or will He return soon for his bride? His return looks closer than ever in my lifetime, but no one can say with absolute certainty. As Christians, we are to keep living and spreading the gospel for whatever time we have left. Let's not battle half-heartedly. Let's leave it all on the battleground.

For those of you battling fear: Read your Bible about how God sees you and loves you. Pray your "heart out" (tell Him everything burdening you and ask for His help with it). Sing worship songs. Shout His praises. Remember what God has done for His people in the past. Remember what He has brought you through. Turn off television programming. It is not good for your mind. Is it wise to feed upon what man says for hours without giving equal or greater time to the Lord who knows all?! Hang around a friend who is strong and can lend you some strength. Love to all!

Matthew 24

The Parable of the Fig Tree

32 “Now learn this parable from the fig tree: When its branch has already become tender and puts forth leaves, you know that summer is near. 33 So you also, when you see all these things, know that it is near—at the doors! 34 Assuredly, I say to you, this generation will by no means pass away till all these things take place. 35 Heaven and earth will pass away, but My words will by no means pass away.

No One Knows the Day or Hour

36 “But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, but My Father only. 37 But as the days of Noah were, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be. 38 For as in the days before the flood, they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark, 39 and did not know until the flood came and took them all away, so also will the coming of the Son of Man be. 40 Then two men will be in the field: one will be taken and the other left. 41 Two women will be grinding at the mill: one will be taken and the other left. 42 Watch therefore, for you do not know what hour your Lord is coming. 43 But know this, that if the master of the house had known what hour the thief would come, he would have watched and not allowed his house to be broken into. 44 Therefore you also be ready, for the Son of Man is coming at an hour you do not expect.

Pride makes for a struggle.

Pride is what makes us struggle and strive against each other. 
When grace is truly at work in our hearts, the struggle ends. -w

Monday, November 09, 2020

Easy Does It


Clint is taking a break.


I had a store bought shelf nearly collapse because the plastic support split down the seam. The situation was a bit risky as I unloaded the damaged shelving unit. I was able to do it without injury or losing our investment in the breakable items stored there. 

When asked what I wanted for my birthday, I asked my family to help build shelves for our storage needs. The wood cost a little over $600 so it's a pretty big undertaking! These shelves will last me decades, and I'll always remember how my family pulled together to make it happen.

I am looking forward to organizing everything after the shelves on all four walls of this building are completed. I love organizing and already have the layout drawn out on a chart. 

Sunday, November 08, 2020

the harder it is to be broken

By delaying repentance, 
sin strengthens, 
and the heart hardens. 
The longer the ice freezeth, 
the harder it is to be broken. 
-Thomas Watson

Friday, November 06, 2020

we must trust Him to work out all the details

"We see that God is firmly in control of history and of the nations and rulers that, from our human point of view, determine history. God establishes governments, determines who will govern and for how long, rules in the councils of state, causes officials to make both wise and foolish decisions, grants victory or defeat in war, and uses ungodly nations to carry out His will…

History is like a giant piece of fabric with very intricate and complex patterns. During the limited span of our lifetimes we see only a tiny fraction of the pattern. Furthermore, as has been observed by others, we see the pattern from the underside. The underside of a weaving usually makes no sense. Even the upper side makes little sense if we view just a tiny piece. Only God sees the upper side, and only He sees the entire fabric with its complete pattern. Therefore, we must trust Him to work out all the details of history to His glory, knowing that His glory and our good are bound up together." Jerry Bridges in Trusting God

Thursday, November 05, 2020


Not at all. 

Pay attention. Take it all in. Respond with your intellect, not emotions. It's going to get interesting. Pray hard for our nation. Pray very hard.

FYI, I was told to anticipate the internet and cell phones to go down. I do not know enough to say if it will or won't, but I was advised to back up my data offline. I did.

Love to all!

interesting theory on election

 This was shared with me a little while ago. It's an interesting theory about the election:

Incredible Guy!

I am so thankful for my husband. Clint has a tremendous responsibility on him between work, home, friends, and business. He has so many people looking to him. Clint bears it all with patience and a great attitude. He is a loving and dedicated husband and a fantastic father. He gives his all at work and comes home to lend a hand to our neighbors before fixing an issue around the house. He is often on his feet from 5 a.m. to 10 p.m. He is incredible and asks so little for himself! I am blessed!

Wednesday, November 04, 2020



Those paying attention over the last few years knew:

The election will be legally contested. 

Doubt will be infused into the heart of the populace over the outcome.

Riots have been planned.

If you haven't figured out the kind of battle we are fighting and what is at stake, ask God to open your mind and heart to the truth of what is going on behind the scenes.


This battle will be fought on our knees.

Pray unceasingly!

Monday, November 02, 2020


Dear Reader, I hope you took me seriously. Trouble is ahead. A military friend said, "There no chance at all that things will stay peaceful."

This video was sent to me by a Facebook friend and is worth a watch and prayerful consideration. Title: Violent Takeover Plans Exposed

The single and utmost important way we can prepare is to prepare spiritually.

If you have not been redeemed by the blood of Jesus unto the Father, I encourage you to seek the Lord while you still can.

Perfect song for this election period

Warrior Steven Curtis Chapman

I see the smoke on the horizon

I feel my heart pounding in my chest
I hear the war raging all around me
And somehow I feel like I was born for this
I can taste the fear, but I choose courage
As I raise my shield and lift my sword

And I fall on my knees and I fight like a warrior
I am a warrior on my knees
I call on the Name of the One Who is Conqueror
I'm more than a conqueror when I believe
The enemy trembles every time
'Cause he knows the battle is no longer mine
When I fall on my knees and I fight like a warrior, like a warrior, oh, oh, oh


So fall on your knees and fight with me
We are the Warriors when we are on our knees
The enemy trembles...

We will fall on our knees and fight like a warrior
We are the Warriors on our knees
We call on the Name of the One Who is Conqueror
We're more than conquerors when we believe
The enemy trembles every time
'Cause he knows the battle isn't yours or mine
When we fall on our knees and fight like a warrior, like a warrior
We are warriors on our knees
We are the warriors, we are Warriors, we are Warriors on our knees

Calling on the Name of Jesus!
Power in the Name of Jesus!
Calling on the Name of Jesus!
Power in the Name of Jesus!
Calling on the Name of Jesus!
Power in the Name of Jesus!
Calling on the Name of Jesus!
Power in the Name of Jesus!

The rest of the lyrics and you can listen to the song here.

Dear Reader, Let's band together in prayer against this darkness we are battling. Join me in prayer for our nation and for humanity. If you believe the Bible and have read the prophecy for the final chapter of this earth, then you know we are on the precipice. Will the efforts ongoing buy us more time? I don't know. Prepare yourself spiritually, mentally, and physically. Prepare yourself and your family for possible supply disruptions. Drop any hard-heartedness and repent of sin. Pray and fast like you have never prayed and fasted before. Make a renewed effort to reach the lost. 2021 is looking very, very rocky. Scary times indeed, but we are not called to live in fear! Discipline your mind and refocus on Truth, fellow Christian, and prepare for the battle to grow stronger. Remind yourself: 

What a Mighty God We Serve ( 

and lift Every Praise to Our God (

If you have not been redeemed by the blood of Jesus unto the Father, I encourage you to seek the Lord while you still can

Sunday, November 01, 2020

Best Bonfire Ever!

The flames doubled the height of the pile.

The bonfire and cookout went until almost 2:30 a.m.

Brandon felt ill, so he stayed home. Clint led us in a short message and prayer. Then he lit the bonfire in a spectacular manner! Clint had to go to bed at 10. I hung out to welcome the group that arrived shortly afterwards.

There were instruments played around the fire. We had singing, dancing, and quite a few firsts.

  • As we walked out to lead them in prayer and to light the fire, Clint and I felt like celebrities when we heard people whispering and asking "Is that C-Dawg and Mama Asbell? I think that's them. Is that them? That's them! That's them!" Then someone yelled, "HEY C-DAWG!!"
  • We never had that many people come before. The front yard was packed with cars!
  • Many asked if we could do it again for New Year's. (No. Maybe in late winter, early spring when it is warmer. Yes, again next fall, if the Lord wills.)
  • It was quite a few people's first time to a bonfire, first time making smores, and first time cooking over a campfire. We are thankful we could provide that opportunity.
  • We taught another person how to make fire with magnesium and a flint striker. It gave me joy to see how determined he was to succeed at that skill.
Thank you to April who brought deviled eggs and donuts for everyone. We didn't ask anyone to bring anything, so that was very thoughtful of you!

Thank you to everyone who came!

Don't Just Hear It. Apply It! Do It!!


Source: Standing Strong: How to Storm Proof Your Life with God's Timeless Truths Written by a man who loves God's people and knows that we can be victorious through life's trials, this is a book filled with the timeless truths of Bible doctrine to help the reader gain stronger convictions for a lasting faith. For the teacher, book provides understandable explanations one can use to answer students' questions and because of that, it is a good book to review before or while teaching others. 

Saturday, October 31, 2020

25th Annual and Bigger Than Ever


Ever since we moved here, we have had an annual bonfire in the fall.
I just realized this is our 25th year!
Our bonfire is going to be bigger than ever too!
The pile is over 10 feet tall and about 25 feet wide!

Joshua, Caleb, and Bethany have raised the possibility of another one late winter/early spring '21.

May the Lord be glorified and His message amplified tonight!

Friday, October 30, 2020

Only the Jawbone

If Samson could slay 1000 Philistines with only the jawbone of an ass, 

think of what God could do with a complete ass. 

-St. John Vianney

Dear Reader, This made me chuckle and also reminded me that God uses what others toss away. I hope it encourages you to know God is able "to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think."

Be a Pleasant Fragrance

 “Forgiveness is the fragrance the violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it.” -Mark Twain

Dear Reader, Regrettably, we've all been heels that have crushed others at some point in our lives. As Christians, we should become committed to trying to be the pleasant fragrance of the violet.

Thursday, October 29, 2020

Prayers for Bonfire

Those of you who are evangelistically minded, please pray for Brandon who will be addressing the people in attendance of the bonfire with a few words and prayer. Brandon will stand in for Clint until Clint can get home from work. Ask the Lord to speak through both of them into the hearts of those who need salvation or encouragement. Thank you!


Katherine has been enjoying the time with her father which is every other weekend. Since her mother can't drive due to her mental illness, his in-laws are bringing her to his house. So far, it has been peaceful. K. is trying to get the records from the therapist he is paying for for his legal team to review, but the mother is attempting to block it. The lawyer said that is a normal tactic, and that it will not work. They will be able to get the records eventually. The next custody hearing is in December. Thank you to those who are praying along. 

Prayers Please and Some Info

Please pray that if what we are looking at is good for our family, that it will go through. 

Thank you very much for the prayers you lift on behalf of our family and friends.

I've not been able to answer texts from the last 10 days or so. When I get home, it is near bedtime. Everything here is good. Wrapping up some things and starting others. It's a very busy season. I anticipated that and spaced posts out ahead of time for this month for a break. Love to all!



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For those driving further, if you get lost or have car trouble, 
call C-Dawg for help.


Farm Gate will be open at 5:15 p.m.

The rules are very few:

No alcohol or drugs allowed on premises. If discovered, law enforcement will be called to escort you off the property. No exceptions. -
C-Dawg and Mama Asbell

This is a working farm. Due to insurance, you must stay within the designated party boundaries.

Come to enjoy a bonfire and cookout!
Hang out with friends!
Meet new people!
Have a fun time!

C-Dawg will lead us with a few words and a prayer.
Clint was told he is needed at work until 7 p.m.
Brandon will be leading us in Clint's place.

<>< Psalm 118:24 This is the day the Lord has made; We will rejoice and be glad in it.

Dress comfortably and appropriately for the weather.

Any questions contact C-Dawg REMOVED

Another Big Day!

Today is Bethany's first day on the job. She texted me at break and told me her first day is going fine. I asked for a selfie, and she looks a little tired. That is probably due to having to drastically change her schedule so she could get up at 5 this morning. She already knows and has a good relationship with a good portion of the managers and workers. Joshua is her trainer today. I know the banter must be entertaining and wish I could hear it. I am happy for my Bethany Boo, but I miss her too. 

Dear Reader, Good mothers pour themselves into their children. All they have goes into rearing and training (godliness). Somehow, we manage to scrape together a little more than our "all" and put that into them too. It's a job that takes us to our limits and stretches us as God's people. Mothering can't be described fully with words. It must be experienced to be understood. Motherhood done well is bittersweet because each thing you teach your child is a step further to their independence, but you do it lovingly and willingly because you want the best for them. Then they are gone and you only get fleeting glimpses of them. As it should be. We train children to be adults, not to stay children. Still, a mother's heart silently weeps a little at the transition. If you can, call your mom today. Your voice is precious music to her. It can turn a bad day into a good one. You have that kind of influence in your mother's life. If she is worth her salt, she'll be glad to hear from you. Love to all!

Thursday, October 22, 2020

To fully live the Christian adventure

"Many who accept Christianity have no clue that as soon as they do, they're enlisted in a conflict. A conflict that rages every second of every day. One that competes for our heart, mind, and soul. To fully live the Christian adventure, we have to turn off the TV, stop living in denial, and refuse to participate in the tit for tat, one upmanship lifestyle that society demands we should engage. Christians are called to act differently from their past and differently in response to others." A Warrior's Faith by Robert Vera